Words

You made me fall in love with you
I’m not exactly sure why
I love you
I hate myself
But I know exactly why
There wont be all these questions
Why the hurtful words were said
Cos I never said the words I wish I didn’t say

I try so hard to hold my feelings in
So I wouldn’t say those words again
I cant even speak unless I cry
I know you no longer see me
Who could ever trust in someone’s words
What is this?
That makes me
Then breaks me
I don’t know

I run day and night chasing what’s not there
Have I said too much
To make you disappear
Speak less, say more, use hands and eyes
Is that so hard?
It seemed so easy to say

I wish I didn’t have to be sorry
To apologize
I know it wont change a thing
I just need you to know
That I’m sorry
For the words I wish I didn’t say